"You don't understand." Rekker sighed. "IF they think I was in complete control, I'll go to jail for a long time." It wasn't that Rekker was going to fake being crazy but he definitely knew that he wasn't in total control, not when Robert told him he showed up at the hospital with a knife. He barely remembered having it.
"I know." Rekker gave the Swede another warm hug. "I'll get us some drinks and then we can spend the rest of the night together." Rekker just wanted to sit and hold Bjorn because he felt that darkness inside saying he was going to be put away for the rest of his life and that he would never hold his lover again. IF caused his chest to hurt from the sadness but his mind always fell into believing the worst would happen.
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Date: 2022-06-03 08:50 pm (UTC)"I know." Rekker gave the Swede another warm hug. "I'll get us some drinks and then we can spend the rest of the night together." Rekker just wanted to sit and hold Bjorn because he felt that darkness inside saying he was going to be put away for the rest of his life and that he would never hold his lover again. IF caused his chest to hurt from the sadness but his mind always fell into believing the worst would happen.