Hitting him wasn't a good choice as hurt flooded his expression. A long moment passed as Rekker stared at the Swede after being slapped.
"You bitch about the cuts and then fucking hit me?" Of course the blond singer hit him. He deserved it for being a waste. "Get the fuck away if you're going to hurt me too!"
The yelling didn't help and sent Rekker into a fetal position. He hated being yelled at, especially in a depressive spiral. His thoughts were dwelling on how he deserved this, deserved to hurt. "Go the fuck away you stupid bitch."
He didn't mean the words, not really, but old trauma was there of being assaulted and yelled at for depression and sadness. Then the tears came, crying so hard it caused him to shake. Rekker was in a full blown meltdown from all the drinking and refusing his medication for nearly a week. Mind in a bad place and his internal thoughts turning to injury and inflicting more hurt on himself to try and break out of his own thoughts.
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Date: 2021-10-30 08:52 pm (UTC)"You bitch about the cuts and then fucking hit me?" Of course the blond singer hit him. He deserved it for being a waste. "Get the fuck away if you're going to hurt me too!"
The yelling didn't help and sent Rekker into a fetal position. He hated being yelled at, especially in a depressive spiral. His thoughts were dwelling on how he deserved this, deserved to hurt. "Go the fuck away you stupid bitch."
He didn't mean the words, not really, but old trauma was there of being assaulted and yelled at for depression and sadness. Then the tears came, crying so hard it caused him to shake. Rekker was in a full blown meltdown from all the drinking and refusing his medication for nearly a week. Mind in a bad place and his internal thoughts turning to injury and inflicting more hurt on himself to try and break out of his own thoughts.